Just when I think I can finally sit back and relax, things take a sudden and dramatic turn for the worse. Our new wedding coordinator isn't the one we started with, which is the biggest bummer out of everything. Today we met up with her, and aside from not getting any hugs, I just didn't feel like our wedding was something to celebrate, I felt like it was a giant business deal and nothing more. Where's the love? I miss our old coordinator Amanda SO much.

We got everything finalized (except for the guests we've added), and we're almost ready to go. Hmmm... it seems like we're always ALMOST ready to go. We still need to get paper for our photo printer, a program for my computer, paper, I need to make MORE placecards since the dog ate some, and MORE favors. I need to pack, figure out where the heck we are staying once we get to Italy, and I need to get the house ready for our house sitter. I'm really starting to stress out again.

Right now I'm reading a fictional book about these four girls who run a wedding business together and I can't help but wish they were in charge of our wedding. I need help, and a LOT of it.